But honestly I can’t think about it. The what ifs. Faith was going back to shit - jail sentences, no one caring about her… I don’t mean that as a dig at you but. When I think of the shit she thought she’d go back to? I hate that I can’t help her. I hate that I’m stuck here fucking knowing and not able to do jack all. I went it alone for longer than she did and that alone? It gets to you after a while. Makes you forget who you are. Makes you do shit you wouldn’t and gets you in trouble. I’m scared Faith will.
Happy birthday, B, I guess. And congratulations. Wow. Full on citizen, huh? That’s a big one!
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Date: 2023-01-27 05:55 am (UTC)But honestly I can’t think about it. The what ifs. Faith was going back to shit - jail sentences, no one caring about her… I don’t mean that as a dig at you but.
When I think of the shit she thought she’d go back to? I hate that I can’t help her. I hate that I’m stuck here fucking knowing and not able to do jack all. I went it alone for longer than she did and that alone? It gets to you after a while. Makes you forget who you are. Makes you do shit you wouldn’t and gets you in trouble. I’m scared Faith will.
Happy birthday, B, I guess. And congratulations. Wow. Full on citizen, huh? That’s a big one!